all bout idah's life ..

2011-02-12T18:04:00.001+08:00

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heyhey

2011-02-12T13:56:00.001+08:00

Yo suuup . Today is so boring . Im so bored . I know im lame . BYE .

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Im sorryy .

2009-12-15T01:24:00.003+08:00

Boyy ,
Yes . What you said is kind of true .
Walaopon kiter belom couple i shud not menggatal .
cause , i promised to you , in a month , we wil be together .
But then , kalao skg , i ngn you da mcm nyy ,
How about when we 're together ?
Yess ! I know , ny sumerh salah iii.
Mmg i menggatal sgt .
But i have the rights .
Now, you are telling me to luperhkann the one month thing !
Hahaa !
Joke uhr xiaa !
Fyi , i started to fell in love with youu .
On the other hand ,
I hate youu cause you control i !!
I just hate you boyyy ...

Hawt, hawt , hawt guyy akuu !

2009-12-13T02:22:00.007+08:00

This is what you do when you feel that you are rotting at home .
Laptopp webcamm !!
Mendarq gylerh doh arynyy .

smlm dada tido kol 5 pagyy .
Just cannot close my eyes lahh kann .
And sorryyy syaa . aku mcm busterd kau gytukk dehh .
Ahaha .
Abeyh , i promised mummy , nak ikot gy pasar Geylang .
Kayyh lahh .
Motive gy saner ader 2 .
satu , jadyk good girl . teman mummy .
The other one to see my HAWT GUYY ..
haha .
Aku keep it private uhr .
pasal nanty, korang gy caryk dier kat kedaii punyaa !!
Hahaa .
Mummy baru tau tadyy pasal nyy hawtt guy of mine .
Then , weather tadyy panas to the maxx .
I cannot tahan lagy . I bilang mummy while mummy tgh beli barang .
Biler nak bayar , i ckp ,
"panas gylerh xia ! mcm nak mampos "
And the hawt guy reply ,
"eh jangan mampos uh"
He senyom2 .
i pon senyom uhr .
teros , home sweet home !!
tidoo all thee wayy ...

BabyyyG !!
I cant wait to meet up with you guys ..
Aku rindu oiii .
Sumpahh !
Countdown sumerh turon kayyh Hunns ?
Sumpahhh !! I cant wait !!!!

New friends ku sayanqq !

2009-12-12T23:40:00.000+08:00

Hehhh hoo !!
Mendarq doohh !!
kat tagged , i randomly add org2 .
Mostly i add pompan uhr .
Bukan lesbian !
Cumerh , nak make more female friends .
Aderh satu pompan nyy .
Baek to the maxx !!
I loikee (:
Namer dierh Mira flyhigh .
Cute dohh dierhh !!
Picture dierh , i will update soon ayee .
:D
:B

:D

2009-12-11T00:13:00.003+08:00

yesterdayy , Chat sama syaaaa !!
oke luhr .
we are back to friends again .
No matter how much we fight ,
We will still be together again .
Touchingg kann ?
abeyh , smlm fid suroh teman dier gy rumah makcik dierh .
aaku pelawer lah diri aku [dgn tarq tau malunyer] aku tanyer , whether aku blh join .
She said yes . Tapi , kene bangon kol 10 .
kecohh .
biar picture explain uhrr .

2009-12-08T22:01:00.002+08:00

Heyyy .,
Long time i never updatee lahh kann .
:D
I know , you guys miss me kann ?
I knoww .
Tarqyahh denyy sygss !
Haha .
Actuaalyy , i drag my hands to typed all this down .
Cause , i dont want this blog to be dead .

Anw , aku da cun2 plann .
Today outing .
Nak gy maen bowling .
Haha . Best uhr koranqq ...
aku ajak , korang tarq nakk .
Ngn tu elfa jugakk kau klua .
I can be super mean at times taww people !
Kau nak buat mcm nyy kat aku ,
im fine with it .
Tapy , kalau aku da jatohkan satu members korang ,
BARU NAK PIKIR BALEKK ?
Joke uhrr korannq ..

Home :)

2009-12-05T16:26:00.010+08:00

More pictures will be uploaded (:

More pictures will be uploaded (:

i wish i could turn back time

2009-12-04T22:54:00.002+08:00

Im still on holidayy .
Just a short post todayyy(:

To someone who i still consider FRIEND .
i passed by your blog .
Falcro ??
I was thinking about it too .
But ,
There's nothing else i can do about it .
Thinking back about the times .
Bawah block .
Smoke , Red Bull , slack ..
Fun .
Tapy tu dulu .
we can be friends if you want to .
But ,
Im someone with full of ego .
I admit .
Aku jarang nak mengaku kalah .
:)
You know me .
I wish , i could turn back time ..

I miss you !!

2009-11-29T16:08:00.002+08:00

Heyhhh people !!!
Now , im at malaysia doh !!
Holidayy !!
Kat KL .
I will be back soon .
Maybe next weekk !!
I miss Babyyy !!
I miss Girlfriends !!
I miss Familyy !!
I miss you people !!!

Im worried .

2009-11-23T15:57:00.003+08:00

Just woke up from my beauty sleep . I dreamt of him . dreaming about him is once in a blue moon ..i don't know how to start . I dreamt that dier kene tangkap by the police . at first , this incident happened at some shopping mart . Something happened to A friend of mine . I'm not sure about it . a guy buatt aper tah kat dierh . Then , coincidentally, Putra was there with his kawan . He bunoh that guy . Police came . Sumerh kawan dierh kene tangkap . Except him . He was with me . I dont want him to get caught , and i pretended to be his mataer . We hold hands like other couples did . And pretended nothing happen. There is time , where we get the chance to sit together . Just us . I asked him whye we are drifting apart . He told me that ader satu pompan ny .. its because of this girl that we broke up . He cant bear to let her go . Then suddenly , the mother of the lady came and said that the lady was killed . Then came the police. He kene tangkap . But the police officer is a Malay guy . dierh baek . i begged him so that i can follow Putra to the police station . He allowed . I asked for the officer's number just to keep me updated about putra . On the way walking to the patrol car , We terserempak , Putra's friend . He asked whye and he followed us to . When we reached there , the friend of his , wrote down a statement . its a good one . Putra cried . The tears rolling down his cheeks . i cried too . I dnt knw whye mcm susah nak let go of his hand .
I know , its all a dream . But , No one knows what will happen . I hope he is fine somehow. I deleted his number . But i need it now . I'm finding for him . I know I'm over-reacting . But , I'm just worried . super .. Call me soon aye Putra . *crossing fingers* I swear , I'm worried .

At night , I'm more calm . But still a lil worried . I told Shahrul what happened . He asked me whether i wants to be with putra , he also asked me whether i really love him . Boyy , i jjust knew his height is 158 . Im 170 . Hooww ?? Nevermind . Let see how all this goes . I admit , i still love Putra . But, promise is made . I will never be with my ex Again. I dont knoww .. Its so confusing .

Alal , Youu started contacting me again . I dont know how shud i tell you that i am attatched . How shud i tell you guys ? Will you treat me the same way you treat me before ?? Will we be like Couples ? Its hard to tell someone you like that you are attatched . Soon , the time comes . I hope the outcome will not be what im thinking right now .

I was randomly texting people using mummy's phone . One of them was Amir . Guess what people !!! He dlm police station . His abg replied my text. Abg dier ckp , tady , amir went out and left his fone at home. When he went of , amir peh abg nampak dierh bawak pisau . I was like serious kappa ?! Gylerh sia nyy budakk . Biol ! sumpahh ! Now , im worried about his whereabout . Nabeyh lahh ! Whye life has to turn out like this for me ?

I know i write one whole composition . But , sukerh haty uhr nak bacer ke tarq ..
But guys , You must know this . IM ALWAYS WORRIED PASAL KORANG .

New Guy ? New Life ?

2009-11-23T00:14:00.002+08:00

Peeeeppoooosssss !!!

Im attatched !!Believe it or not okeeyyhh .Hahaa .No !Not sama alal !But with shahrul !I love you biee !!Sumpahh eyh . anw kan Love , I start to miss you !
Haha . Nvm . But eyh , i still love alal . Mcm rindu dierh gituhh . Haiyaa . Howw ? Shud i tell Alal ?
Haahhh ...
-ALAL
-ACAP
-ZAN

kecoh uhr siul !!!!!!!
Malas mau update panjang2 .
Anw Love , I miss you oreadyy ...

It cuts my heart even deeper

2009-11-22T01:47:00.003+08:00

Tell me what do you do when it all falls apart ??
You did nothing boyy .
You just sat down there .
You leave me alone to think about it .
Issit fair to me ?
You shud know the answer .
Let it be aye .
Let me cry by myself in the middle of the nite .
Let me shed tears for you .
Thinking of you ,
Really hurts .
Waiting for your calls ,
hurts me more.

Thanks for the memories(:

I miss you !

2009-11-20T20:49:00.005+08:00

I can't stand it when I'm missing you like this.
I think of you near me,
laying my head on your chest so that
I can feel your heart beating.
You are the love of my life ,
and you have touched me in a way
that stays with me,
no matter how far apart we are.
Sometimes when I think of you,
I start to cry a lil' bit cause
I can't stand the thought of ~~losing~~ you.
I can't wait till we see each other in a lil' while.
Because the exciting feeling of seeing you again
will only make our love stronger
when we are together soon.
The sense of you being with me ,
Your love feeling towards me ,
The jokes between us ,
The mid-night calls from you ,
is GONE .

Drifting apart ?

2009-11-19T19:36:00.003+08:00

You and me ??

Drifting apart i guess .

yes , i love you .
i tarq sanggop letting you go !

Falcro again ??

2009-11-18T20:02:00.002+08:00

Todayy mendarqq !
Sumpahh dohh !
ntg much to do during holidayy !
All i do is EAT !
haha .
pagy ,petang, siang , mlm aku makan !
Haha !
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Somehow , i regret .
Falcro ??
asal blh jadyk mcm ny ?
im not a good leader .
i shud unite everyone in this group .
But whye am i turning things the opposite way ?
Ive been thinking .
Whye all this have to happen ?
Shud i unite the whole group again ?
I know , you and her ,
unable to click .
Maybe , aku side dier .
tu pasal aku benci kau .
I shud figure this out .
YES .
I shud .
If , aku unite korang balek .
Promise me .
All must be fine .
Sumerh jadyk kawan .
Bestf ,
The more ther merrier kann ?
So , can we Have Fun As A Group ??
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I read the whole entries in my blog .
Yes !! The whole blog !!
I laughed and i felt sad too .
Putra .
He really mean alot to me .
Boyy .
Call me soon(:
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we are drifting apart .
Kau selalu lepak sama members .
Nvm .
4get it ayee .

Moving on

2009-11-17T15:12:00.004+08:00

Heyhh ...
Im happy that you moved on .
reading your blog makes me upset somehow .
i dnt knw whye .
Boyy ,
Haha .
i dont know whye am i thinking about this lagy .
you da move on .
i da move on .
Mixed up feelings dohh .
asalkan you move on with your life , sudahlah ..
Im happy for you Love..
(:

"The hardest thing to do is to watch someone taht you love , love someone else ."

YES .
i agree .
Its very hard to accpt the fact .
Ive been through this stage .
I know how it feels .
Im weak that time .
Now , im getting over this shit .
Its not an easy job .
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Fidah da gy vietnam !!
Urghh !
mendarq pe aku !
Aku nak bebual ngn saper on the phone ??
You know, i know eyhh .
Cannot be him lahh kann .
Kesiann dierh penat .
ALLAM and IKRAM and SYAZ !!
they went vietnam too .
Selamat pegy , selamat balekk eyh .
(:
May GOD bless you whereever you are (:
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Eyh , you ,
Maner igt lagy nak call me lagy lahh kann .
Maner kau kesah pasal aku lagyy !!
Aku rindu kauu lahh oii !
its my fault jugaklahh kann .
my prepaid loww ..
nanty , i da top up , i call you oke ?
BACENN !!!
aku rindu gylerh sama kau !!
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I miss you !

2009-11-15T18:31:00.004+08:00

Heyh .
I will do a proper update todayy !
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Working attchment abes !
Haha .
sumpah ,
I miss Ferro aku !
Haha !!
Kayh mepekk !
So yeah .
Gaji belom dpt !
aper punyer boss !
Besok dpt !
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Nary fidah punyaa bdaee !!
Happy bdae kamu !!

Sorryy gamba burokk !

So yeah .
hope , kau hidop lamer .
thanks for the friendship all this years eyy .
Da 13 tahon eyhh ??
Still counting baybehhh !!
Kaygoo !!
May GOD bless you !
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Haha .
I miss you !!
believe it or not !
Haha !!
Ass !!!
Call me now cb !
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Boyy !
kau ckp aku pass number dier pat kau ??
Nabeyh !
Bebual kunekk !!!!!
Perangai adeq2 siul !
Get this in mind !
Daryy aku pass number dier ,
puas haty aku pass number number minah muker pecah mcm kau !!
SHE DONT DESERVE YOU ASSHOLE !!
haha .
dier baek , bukan mcm kau !
anak sundal haram !
Eyh ,ader pegy , ader baleq Boyyy !
da uhr !
enough of crapp !
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Pigg !

2009-11-14T20:27:00.002+08:00

Im gettinnggg Fatt !!!!
Nabeyh !!
Anione know where to get cheap track shoes ??
Haha .
Mine Lost lah Eyhh .
Haahhaa !
I ATE ALOT TODAYY !!
NOW IM GIDDY !
damn !! sorry .
just a short post today .
Lazyy !

no tittle ..

2009-11-13T19:05:00.000+08:00

Urghh !!!
Last day of workk !!
Byler lagy aku nak jumper ferro aku ??
Byler ??
You guys akan pikir aku gyler .
Mmg !!
Aku gylerkan ferro .
Tapy sumpah . tarqlah sampai saket ferro xiul .
Hahaa ..
Sitti and farah ,
YOU KNOW , I KNOW LAHH EYHHH .
(:

Kayyh dahhh !!
Byee !

I thought

2009-11-12T21:21:00.003+08:00

I thought you changed for the better .
I thought you would be faithful .
I thought you would not be like the way you are before .
But , its all , I THOUGHT .
thanks (:
you gave me hope.
Now , I felt hurt .
But luckily , i never gave you the 100% trust .
Whye ??
I keep asking myself this .
Whye am i letting you in my heart again when you hurt me many times ?
Im just so stupid .
Sorry .
There is no way , im going bck to you again .
I been by you hurt once .
It will never be twice .
You've hurt me enough .
Its just too hard to believe you again.
Thanks for all the memories .
Im letting you go .
For once , i beg you .
Dont .
Just dont crawl into my heart again.
Its hurting me .

Happy Bdae To Me !!

2009-11-11T00:36:00.003+08:00

wheree shall i startt ??
Hmmmmm ...
OH YAA !!!
happy bdae to me !!
happy bdae to me !!
happy bdae to dada !!
happy bdae to me !!!

thanks guys for thee wishess !!!
yeay ! da jejak 15 at last !!
haha !
okey , aku lame !
so , yeah .
who wished me !(its in order)
1)Farh [12am]
2)fath [7 pluss]
4)hui yan [7 pluss]
5)Alal [8 .10]
6)farah [8.15]
7)fidah[2pm]
9)jassie[2 pluss]
and so on at tagged and fb !!
Thanks againn !!!
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Alal !
haha !
thanks for wishing me ayee ??
Dada Syg Alal Selalu !!
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i miss you cb !!
ahah ! fake !! aku tau aku gyler !!
i cant wait for sundayy !
Big event pahh ?
coonfirm aku malu2 punya .
confirm , aku paiseyh .
Fidah must teman me go !!
betol tarq ???
haha !
kau kene pegy jugakk !
and for haidar ,
kene kacau jgn binget eyh .
i cant waitt !!!
darnn !
Harap2 , parents kasyk klua eyhh .
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last day of work !
on friday .
im not happy !
i confirm will miss the workers !!
especially
YOU KNOW ,
I KNOW ,
PUBLIC DONT KNOW !
betol tarq betol ??
haha .!
kit kat !
ferro rocher !
haha !
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WORK WORK WORK !!!

2009-11-09T21:28:00.004+08:00

WORKKK !!
WORKKK !!
WORKKK !!
im super tired .
haha !
pasnyy , maybe ,
BACIN aku call .
maybe on the phone .
maybe then , got to sleep !!
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i dnt know how shud i say this .
when you lived nearby me ,
i feel that , i still love you .
this is what you say , benci tapi sayanq .
i agree .
whye ??
whye you have to pindah sini ?
whye you make me suffer ??
whye you make me miss you ??
whye ??
sorry for my harsh words that day .
i follow my anger .
i dnt knw !!
AIDIL .
shud i say to you that i miss you .
darn !
im just not sure .
call/meet me soon .
talk things oout ayee .
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Alal .
kau maken jaoh dary aku .
but , im nt sure whether we will wake this thing go on.
im not suree !!!
im fickle minded now .
urghh !!
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And Selamat Hari Lahir kepada Mohd Ikram Bin Musa !!

Happy Bdae to you !!

happy Bdae to you !!
Happy Bdae to ikram !!
Happy Bdae to youu !!
hidop lamer eyh !!
be happy slalu eyh .
err , you and ehem2 harap2 together eyh .
and2 , hope your dream come true !!

I Dnt Knw Whye.

2009-11-07T11:46:00.004+08:00

i passed by your blog .
i wanted to see your update .
thanks .
i really app what you did .
bukan aku nak control kau kawan ngn saper .
susah uhr aku nak ckp .
go ahead kaayy ..
aku da tarq nak ckp aper2 .
suker haty kauu !
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i just miss you(:
the day u called me ,
i start missing you .
tarq tau uhr eyh .
maybe , aku maki2 kau ny sumerh .
but tu sumer for show jek .
aku betol2 nak kan kau balek .
nvm uhr .
korang wont understand .
you friends , ex , saper2 , wont understand me .
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boyy , you make me realise ,
how much you need me and how much i need you ,
thanks DUMB ASS !!
The day , which i cant forget abt you is that ,
you sing for me on the phone .
tar salah lagu bidadari hatiku lah kann (:
sweet oii !!
now , pp8 i low .
i cant call you .
if you're reading this ,
bagos uhr(:
bacin rindu lazyy ass !
sumpahh !
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currently to new fav song !
Replayy sung by iyaz(:

2009-11-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

kembali kepadaku

mlm yg digin sepi ,
sunyi yang mencengkam ,
tanpamu disisi .
waktu , berganti waktu ,
bayangan mu tetap kenangi selalu.

disaat ku merindukanmu ,
bagaikan gelora melanda hidupku .
ingin aku mengharap kau kembali.
bersamaku , seperti dulu .

puas aku pujuk dirimu kembali padaku ,
seperti dulu .
aku sanggup menunggu dirimu ,
walao seribu tahun. ku tetap menunggu oohh dirimuu

ooohh.. yeahhh . ohhhh .

disaat ku merindukanmu ,
bagaikan gelora melanda hidupku .
ingin aku mengharap kau kembali.
bersamaku , seperti dulu .

puas aku pujuk dirimu kembali padaku ,
seperti dulu .
aku sanggup menunggu dirimu ,
walao seribu tahun. ku tetap menunggu dirimuu oohh yeahh ...

ohhhhhhhh ... Kembali padaku (x2)
tetap menunggu

Live Like There Is No Tmrw(:

2009-11-05T12:14:00.005+08:00

TIME CHECK!

NOW IS 12.19 ..

going for lunch at 12.30(:
Im at worrkkkk !!

boredd !!

superr lah eyhh ..

so , last few days nyer gamba skg baru nak upload.

so , enjoy the ayee dogs !!

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Time Check (:
15h55mins .
so , at home
playing lappyy ..
(:
fun eyh print2 gamba <:
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Get this in your mind Boy ,
aku da ludah , never jilat balek.
kau miss aku ny sumer ,
BOOSHITT !!
Kau nak patch ?
blh .(:
tgu ten years later .
kau ckp ,
ex kau sumer , tarq pena buat kau mcm ny .,
soryy uhr . im not like your ex yang bodo2 sumerh .
im not the dada you knew before .,
cause of you , cause of Aim ,
i changed.
you can hate me all i like .
i dnt care .
(:
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Life mesty go on .
betol tarq readers ??
so ,
fcuk your past ,
Live the future(:
HEE:D

One Word Thats Free Us Of all The Pain in Life.L-O-V-E

2009-11-04T21:00:00.006+08:00

Todayy not badd ..
Tagboard removed .
to avoid Spamming lah kannn .
So , spammers , maner kau nak hate tag lagy ??
haha .
oke2 . da tarq nak bbl pasal dogs..
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keje at the cyberhub oke uhr .
da 3 hary dada work there .
blk tahan fun .
but , terpakse wake up early.
(:
nvm ..
So , hope besok fun dayy(:
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Im happpyy that you moven on(:
Hope You Last Long With Her Aye .
(:
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You entered my life ,
You knew all abt me.
then , you went missing .
but now ,
you came back .
it feels like you are knocking on my heart .
i wish i could just open the door .
but , i want to know you much better .
thanks Lazy Ass !
anw , your Bacin miss you !!
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You called me just now .
i picked up.
i can say that you spoiled my mood .
i just hate you .
i just cant forgive you putraa !!
i just cant.
if i were to be given a chance to choose ,
between , enemy and being friends with you,
i rather be enemy .
I just had to run away from the fact ,
~~i want you to be with me~~
~~I just miss you~~
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Attention Seeker !!

2009-11-03T20:53:00.002+08:00

eyh , Guest and Passerby
Aper aku nak dgn aku ??
aku tarq qutok kau .
aku qutok elfa .
CB !!
Fcuk you !
DAAAHHHH !!
aku malas nak layann !! spam all you want .
aku tarq nak layan .
Kau spam , kau ader pikir ?
kau make aku more popular ?
or , kau sedar ,
kau attract attention ?
Attention seeker !!

SO , PAPE DROP BY MY MSN !!
(:
Dada_15@hotmail.co.uk

Arseholeee

2009-11-02T20:20:00.003+08:00

eyh Sundal ?!!!!
kau aperhal ?
tarqperlu uhr !!!
CB ! dulu au blh uhr tolong2 kau pasal tu hasrifah .
not now eyh sial !!
go to hell lah sia !!
Elfanessia !
Get this in your mind !!
KAU TARQ HAPPY SAMA FIDAH ,
TALK TO ME AYEE .
THE WAY SHE FEEL , IS THE WAY I FEEL .
BUKAN AKU NAK SIDE DIER !
CUMER , RECENTLY THEN , I SEE YOUR TRUE COLOURS SUNDAL .
DONT YOU GET THE STORY ??
YOU ARE BREAKING THE SEC3's APART ??
WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY ??
WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO ?
APER NYY GIRL ??
DULU , EARLY OF THE YEAR ,
BLH LAH , KAU BAEK2 NGN AKU .
NOW ?? TAKMU HARAP !
HAHA . FAT ASS !!
PUKI SIA !!
HAHA . KAU TGU JEK .
SATU HARY , YOU WILL GET IT .
KAU NAK COMPLAIN KAT ORG ?
XIAAKKK !!!
AKU TAKOT SIAAA !!!!
JGN IMAGINE EYH !
ALL THIS WILL GO ON .
I CAN HATE YOU ALL MY LIFE FATTYY !!
as what my darling say ,
you are one fat bitch ..!
and2 , shoo lah ...

bengkel pendidikan kreatif

2009-10-31T21:31:00.003+08:00

heyyyaa !!!
wentt to malay bengkel poem thingyy ..
(:
funn !!
make new friends !!
haha .
caryk calon jantann !!
xiak xiak !!
haha .
so , overall , went okeeeyyy .
infact , fun !

so , upcoming events ,
workk attatchmennt !!!
urghh !!
pakai aper eyh ???
nak kene buat aper ?
bawak aper ??
dammnn !!!
i cant wait !!!

Gila !!!!

2009-10-30T23:09:00.003+08:00

never updatee ???
yeahh !!

tired ! lazy !

todayy was superr funn !!
i can tell you , it was amazing .
fidah and iqah ,
took vedios of me !!
dada dah jadyk gilaa !!!
sumpahh eyh korangg !
you make my day just noww .

ENJOY VIDS .

_________________________________________________
im going tamp.jc .
for peom workshop.
gonna be fun !!
i wish !
GAWDD !! ass !

i cant wait fr work attatchment !!
Hahah !!

LostInTheIslandOfLove

2009-10-28T00:25:00.003+08:00

eventhough ,
we knew each other for only two days ,
im hoping for something in return .
i dnt knw myself .
whye am i hoping ,
in the first place.
Palat ,
you seems tired of me .
i understand .
but , you guys dnt knw .
whye am i always ,
hoping for a guy .
im lacking of men's love .
i need men love
my dad left me since i was young ,
i never feel the love of a men's .
thats whye .
guys , im sorry ,
if im hoping for too much .
i just want you to love me .

no tittle for this

2009-10-27T21:05:00.000+08:00

some random pictures !

on 26/10/09
in sch..
sexuality talks .
now , i know , how virginty is important ,
so people out there !
VIRGINTY ! is what you must treasure .
Virginity is a dignity but lack of opprtunity (:
(merepekness)

after sch,
went bugis , to find presents .
word to describe ,
FUN and TIRING .

on 27/10/09
went Temasek poly .
Vedio Editting .
fun lah eyhh .
so, overall , i learnt how to edit vedio .
coolioo !

(: youu !!

2009-10-25T21:54:00.003+08:00

heyhh ..
past let it be past .
just continue ngn lifee ..
i got to know new friendss..
err , nice to know you guys .

tady , klua ngan allam and fidahh .
fun ohh funn ..
(:
err , talk2 , walk2 ...
went macpherson .
tgk bdae party nyer tmpt.

talked to someone just now .
fun lahh eyh .
fun lah kann PALAT GYLERR !!
bebual ngn dier blh jadykk gylerr !!
talking to him makes me forget abt all the friendship stuffs thingg
palat ohh palatt !!
haha ..
nak puaser sunat eyhh palatt ??
puaserr lahh ..
(:
cute uhr kauu !!

thats all for todayy ..
(:

KAWANN !!!!!!

2009-10-24T21:38:00.002+08:00

friends !
aku penting dlm idop korang ??
maybe , i shud name korang .
as i say , bukan aku nak burokkan namer .
its just that , aku nka korang tau , yang aku LEFT OUT !!
aku dissapointed ngn korangg !!
super dissapointed !
thanks for all this while.
thanks for being there for me ..
but now, i realise ,
you guys , dont need me animore.
maner2 aku pegy ,
aku nampak gamba SITI HASRIFAH BTE ZAKARIAH .
bukan aku nak jealous ke ape ..
aku da ckp ,
i feel left oout !!
you guys dont knw how i feel .
i broke down to tears .
maybe she is better than me .
pade aku skg ,
aku korang punya spare friend .
like , when korang dnt have kawan ,
korang caryk aku .
aku jadyk korang peh laughing partner .
korang biler ader jantan , ader org nak layan ,
korang cmpak aku satu side ??
aku bukan mainan lahh !!
korang punyaa secrets pon , maner nak share ngn aku lagyy ??
korang , ader jantan , maner nak bilang aku ?
korang bilang Siti ??
good lahh eyhh .
fyi korang ,
aku treat korang mcm family members aku sendiri .
aku lebih pentingkan korang dary family aku .
kalau korng realise ,
korang tmpt aku mengadu .
thanks guys .
if you think ,
aku perangai , think all you want .
I DONT GIVE A DAMN CARE !

friendss ..

2009-10-23T20:03:00.004+08:00

heyh ,

lamer never blogg ..

so , this is what happned on 21 and 22 of october (:

21/10/09
went sch like usual ...
havee temasek poly talk ..
abt tourism and hospitality management ..
but before that , i went somewhere .
i went there with syasya , farah and sitti .
thanks guys .
(:
the results , made me superr happpyy ..
haha .
attend the boringg talkk ..
then , went homeeee !

___________________________________________________________________

on 22nd ,
went school ..
i was superr happyyy !!
i was super gilerr !!
having superr funn !!
ystd was Bing Bang Prodigy nervous dayy ..
they appointed me as a manager !
aper dahh !!
merepekk !
they trained , they practiced .
maybe , fate is not on their side .
the did not win .
but all the participant , are veryy goodd ...(:

guys , congrats .
alteast , korang menang 10 coffe bean voucher lahh kann .
treat me eyhh ..
(:
___________________________________________________________________

23/10/09

i felt left out .
i just feel that , you guys , dont need me .
tarq qesah lah , whether , kiter bestf. ke . adeq angkat ke kawan ke ,
i felt left out .
you know , you guys , are drifting away from me w.o you guys noticing .
thanks guys .
maner2 aku pegy ,
aku nampak muker DIER !
you guys know how much i hate her .
korang pilih uhr .
if korang nak be friends ngn dieer ,
go ahead with her .
eyh , aku tarq layan org yang layan tu pmpn .
she dont deserve to jadyk kawan aku .
if korang nak be friends ngn dier , then shoo !!
aku dont mind .
KORANG MANER NAK BILANG AKU LAGY BENDER2 NY SUMERH LAH KAN .
KORANG ADER MATAER PON , TARQ NAK BILANG AKU .
ADER JANTAN LAYAN KORANG PON , KORANG MANER NAK BILANG JANTAN MANER .
BUKAN AKU NAK MENYEBOKK .
ITS JUST THAT , I DONT WANT YOU TO REGRET LIKE ME !
O CARE FOR YOU GUYS .
BUT SINCE TO YOU GUYS , IM JUST A FRIEND THEN , ITS OKE .
I KNOW WHO AM I TO YOU GUYS NOW .
THANKS FOR THE SWEET MEMORIES .

what am i going to do now ??

2009-10-20T20:45:00.002+08:00

it just so difficult for me .
seriously ,
im not prepared for it .
i dnt want thngs to turn out what im thinking now .
the consequences to face is so difficult to face .
i swear .

GOD , YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE I CAN DEPEND ON NOW .

YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN SAVE ME FROM ALL THIS .

PLEASE . DNT LET ALL THIS HAPPEN TO ME GOD .
GOD , YOU ARE GREAT .
I KNOW , ITS ALL MY FAULT .
BUT , IM NOT PREPARED FOR ALL THIS .
HELP ME GOD . HELP ME ..

H _ _ _ _

2009-10-19T22:11:00.003+08:00

fun ohh fun ohh funn ...
swimm with , allam , ikram , syaz , syaukat , and hafiz .
(:
fidahh ! kau pakse aku berendam kat dlm for two hourss !
gelapp woiiittt !!!!!
haha .

BOYY ,
i had a crush on you ..
i know , it would be wierdd ..
h_ _ _ _ , i think i fell in love with you .
ngn your body shape , GY MAMPOS .
i dnt care .
gemok ke , kuros ke ,
hell care !!
you seems kind .
cute is ofcourse !!
shy is what i see you ..
i know , you are cousins of his .
but , i cnt help with this feelings .
i had thisd trauma .
im dnt want things to happen again .
maybe im not ready .?
i dnt knw myselff .
but , im waiting for someone to knock on my heart ,
and open my heart to app the snese of lovee .
maybe i am .
i usually have mood swings .

funn !!

2009-10-18T20:55:00.006+08:00

heyhh ...

looong time never blog lah horh ??
haha ..
aper2 pon , dada is backk ..
(:
err , so , ntg happended this few days .
pictures , pictures captured ..
just see ayee .
pictures talk ...

religious class was fun !
superbb !!
iqmar was soo funyy ..
we are doing this , solat mayat practice .
guys jek bikin .
pompan tgk free show ..
sorry eyh .
aku amek gamba kau w/o permission .

grandlink !

2009-10-15T20:50:00.004+08:00

went outt !!!
funn !!!
pictures do talkingg !!!

whye ??

2009-10-13T16:34:00.015+08:00

heyyyhhh ...
dada is bacckkk ..
err ,

HAZRIE !!
you come and go ..
i hate you people ..
but ,
whye you do this to me .
yes , you can say , i dnt care abt you ..
yes . up to you . suits you ayee ..

MAESTRO FAMILIA !!
JIWER AKU ! NARY , BESOK , SELAMANYAA VICE !!
nak dorang ? langga aku !!
muahahhaah !!
bersatu teguh bercerai roboh

funn !!

2009-10-12T00:12:00.000+08:00

Just got home from work and jalan2 !
tiringgg dohh !

haha !
Fun uhr korangg .
ntg much to update todayy !
Byee !!!

love lost.

2009-10-11T23:34:00.003+08:00

heyh.

im in dilemma !!
i hate r/s life .

no more love story .
its just me .
plain me .
no guys .
no lies .
sorry boyy , i just had to do this .
i dnt knw the reason why .
cheer up ayee .
you move on with life .
i move on with mine .
lets buat hal sendiri .
i hope you understand .
i dnt want to be in any r/s in the moment .

had group study .
i just need to let myself out .
thanks guy .
eventhough , you dont knw ,
that im hurt inside ,
you guys , cheered me up .
im happy that i have friends like you guys .
DADA syg korang , selamanya .

2009-10-11T14:17:00.002+08:00

holaaaa !!

err , dada is back .
mind maseyh belom tenang .
but then , i have to update blog lah kann .
tarq nak kene label DEAD BLOG .
so yeah .
dada now is a free girl .
no guys ard me .
ridzuan , sorry uhr .
i have to let you go .
as i tell you ,
with my family routine ,
i dnt think i can make you happy .

will be gone for a while.

2009-10-05T20:08:00.005+08:00

heyyh ..

everything is going fine .
i think .
its just hard for me .
too difficult for me to handle.
i just need time on my own .
sorry guys .
wont be that active in blog.
i will be active again ,
in mind of peace .

for all i knw now is that ,
I SUCKS IN R/S !

somehow , i hate you .

2009-10-04T14:01:00.006+08:00

boy , kau and dier aper story ?
are you trying to say ,
kau ader pmpn blakang aku ?
kau stead ngn aku pasal badan ?
bukan aku nk burok-burokkan namer kau . but ,
im seriously sick of all this shit !
PLEASE !
aku da betol2 , syg kau .
aku pecayer kan kau ,
mcm cheated gituk feeling aku .
but , i dnt want to jump to conclusion gitu jek .
if you are reading this ,
i just want you to knw ,
my heart is broken into pieces .
kat tagged pon , kau feat aku 3rd .
you feat her first .
aper nyy sumer ?
nvm lah ridzuan.
as you say everytime ,
nanty kenyataan depan mater .
(:
as i tell you before ,
i sanggop , you break up with me .
cause , when you are with me ,
you never get what you wanted .
every girl , wants the best for her guy.
da lah you .
ntg else i can say .
i just gotta say this .
after reading that stuffs at her tagboard ,
someway , somehow ,
I HATE YOU !
I regret loving you .

at night , familia problems .
but settled .
we went haig road teh tarik ,
have our "supper"
haha .
byk sia mkn .
i ate fish and chips .
and also rice .
ur stoopieit commmennts such as ,
eyh pmpn ny nanty gemok ,
eyh never watch diet ..
cb !
aku peh badan , aku peh suker .
pfft ! bitches with extra comments!
took photo while otw home .
dada ternampak skodeng !
he ngn 2 kawan lagy .
he not hamsem sia .
skg abru aku sadar .
he is not my type !

raya raya raya !

2009-10-03T08:49:00.004+08:00

im back posting.!
haha , went arya tady!
super fun horh korang ??
anak2 kecoh .
ma dangdut ader , mat rep ader , goodboy pon adeer.
but what ever pon , aku miss bby♥

im back posting !
haha , went raya tady !
super fun horrh korang ??
anak2 kecoh .
mat dangdut ader , mat rep ader , goodboyy pon abutder .
but , what ever pon aku miss bby♥

no matter what bby♥ , i miss you alot .
please . tell me what happen to you ystd .
please love .
i need to knw .
ily bby♥

anak sundal shud not be entertained !

2009-09-30T14:50:00.004+08:00

heyhh !!

syasya complain aku tarq update .
skg dada update .
happy ??

oke2 .
smlm mlm , dada on lamer peh msn acct .
abeyh , found nyy .

kau buat aku mcm ny kan ?
jgn salahkan aku lah sial .
kau yg buat aku tinggalkan kau .
eyh , putra ,AKU DARH LUDAH TARQ AKAN JILAT BALEK .
kau call aku biler kau saket ?
CHEEBYE !
aku kau mainan pah ?
anak sundal !
takmo nk step gereq uhr cb !
aper kau nk , aku da kasyk !
puki peh jantan !
harapkan kunek and badan besar !
otak kecik !

FUN , TIRED , LOVE

2009-09-28T21:01:00.004+08:00

heyh !!

sorry2 . never post .
lazy uhr siol !
sumpahh !
dada dah malas .

27(09)09
-never buat aper2 .
- bad news !(routine lamer start balek! )
must go home straight , call aunty . ony , kaki gereqs and bby♥ knw.

28(09)09
-sch !
-pe ! fun fun fun !
-teman farah go beli bubbletea
-change .
-teman mummy and sis beli smething at geylang .
-fun uhr fun .

i ♥ you ridzwan !

bby♥ !
I MISS YOU !!
MEKK !
DA 2 HARY TARQ JUMPER !!!
UHRGG !
SOT SIUL .
sumpah uhr bie .
i miss you soo much .
once i da jumper you ,
confirm kene ngn i punya .

panas panas panas !

2009-09-26T22:05:00.008+08:00

heyh !
let pictures talk !
[SORRY JUMBLED UP ! malas mau arrange balek ..]
anw , i had fun !

2009-09-25T19:10:00.003+08:00

heyhh all !!

super short post ..
lazyy lurh !!

24(09)09
-went sch
-meet bby♥ at kallang.
-you knw , i knw , public dnt knw .
-went homee at 6 near 7 .

25(09)09
-went sch
-went lepak sama besties !
-went home ard 5 .
-sleep !!
-online ..

~~~ whee !!
gy raye bsk !!
tgh pikiran pakai baju aper .

fun fun fun !!

2009-09-23T22:32:00.005+08:00

heyhh all !!

22(09)09
-went sch .
-begged ct to ikot go kallang meet bby♥
-slacked at kallang till 4.
-ct went home.
-me and bby♥ beach road .
-slacked at kallang lagy .
-went home at 8.30pm
-kene lecture sama org2 bodow.
-sleep !

23(09)09
-sch .
-met bby♥ at aljunied mrt .
-slacked sama ct and hammy jap .
-gy kallang lagy .
-balek 5.
-haig road beli makan(this org senyom2 ad wave at me; age 20 pluss)
-home sweet home
-eat
-online/ talk to bby♥
-sleep !!

haha .. err , past 2 to 3 days tarq blog . dada penat gyler .. skg , im not lonely animore .. memang pon , dada memang tarq pena lonely . dada ader kawans ! sisters ! brothers ! tersayang ! mepekk-ness !

boyy ! u're so special . i wished you were here EVERYTIME ! get it ?! evertyime ! :D i really love you boyy . i never regret loving you . i just think , you're the one . boy , i just want this to last long . :D heyh readers , wanna knw , hu im talking abt ? haha caryk tau sendiri oke ? boyy , u knw , i knw , public dnt knw .

aku tarq sabar mau jalan raye sama teman2 !! :D soon oke ? soon .. hmmmm ..

raye raye !!

2009-09-21T00:36:00.003+08:00

blh jadyk ur teacher pahh ?

heyh readers !!

haha ..
nary first day of raye .
ntg much to do .
never klua at all .
mendarq ! mendarq ! cb !!
so , here i go .
i was forced to wake up kol 8 .
then , mandy2 , siap2 , da kol 9 ..
family members , dtg kol 12 .
sumer dtg sama time siul !
haha .. rumah ku penuh dgn alien !
then , the matrep and minahreps sudah dtg .
fidah sama fiza came .
dada sungguh the ngntoq , dada tdo .
bangon jek , latiff and members kat hall .
muker masai !!
then , dlm kol 7.30 gitu ,
granny peh adeq dtg ,
bawak 3 anak lagy
age 20-32.
cute oke ?!
yg 20 tuu , soccer player of tamp rovers .
cute taw !!
luperkan topic eyhh ..
now , dada superr mendarq !!
URGHHHH !!

Selamat Hary Raye

2009-09-20T10:38:00.003+08:00

selamat hari raye semua !!

dy bulan yg mulia ini ,
dada ingin meyusun sebelas jari , [fake ! sebelas jek !]
memohon ampon . maafkanlah segala kesalahan dada oke kawan ?
maner lah tau dada ter-kasar bahse ke , dada ter-sentoh ke , ter-kutok ke , ter-sepak ke ,
jgn worry .., all your wongdoings , dada dah maafkan pon ..
err , halalkan makan minom dada yer !
dada harap this will be a new starting to your life !

Selamat Hary Raye !!
happy2 slalu kayh ?
dada syg korang sumerhh !!

2009-09-18T20:44:00.003+08:00

heyyh ..

err , nary , stay at home jekk .
never go out .
mummy and granny bubble uhr sia !
ckp mau gy geylang .,
atlast tarq jady .
mcm puki uhr ..
sorry eyh ruzaini !
never meet up tady .
laen kalyy !!
binget then , i sleep lorhh .
abeyh bangon kol 3 ,
bangon jek , ader org bagy greeting .
my adeq bawak kawan2 dier dtg .
actually 2 jekk .
kecoh lerr !
nvm .

www.dadaohhdada.onsugar.com
link taw !

err , dada baru buaut blog lagyk satu .
onsugar peh ..
add uhr korang ..
im confused taw .
nk privatekan ny and stay on onsugar ataopon , opposite .
help me pikirkan buleyh ?
thx .
:D

(:

2009-09-18T05:20:00.004+08:00

(i like this picture . mcm sweet gitu !)
psst !! im puji-ing diri sendiri :P

heyh ..

slack slack slack ..
settle stuffs.

now , dada tarq bersalah .
pikir lah aper korang nk ,
but , i dnt say sorry on the fone .
because , to me , tu tarq se-ikhlas .
peace ! haha .
:D
mcm paham .
i decided to say sorry pasal ,
i knw ,
1st: salah dada .
2nd: da nk raye . saling bermaafan pon bagos .
3rd : pandai2 pk . some people only knw whyy . (:

slack till ____ came .
then , lepas 40 mins gitu ,
sumerh balek .
CT needs to go home .

bsk , dada never go sch !
haha , malas !
abeyh , mummy ckp , if never go sch blh .
but kene kemas rumah , lagypon, dada kene gy geylang . tukar baju ..,
and found out that ruzaini going too .
i asked permission ..
mummy alloow me to walk with them kejap .
fun ohh fun ! damn !
i cant wait uhr sia !!
see ya soon !!

....

2009-09-16T23:46:00.002+08:00

heyyh !!
ntg great ..
just that ader satu jantan nyy paitao !
kimekk eyhh !
da uhr .
malas mau pk .
pastu , gy lepak sama ct !
da mcm everyday siul lepakk ..

tmrw , meeting someone confessing everything .
sot eyh , aku uhr .
pandai2 mess up ..
nvm girl , everything will be fine soon ..
soon oke ?
i promise .
boyy , treat her well .
if not aku JITAK kepala kau .
tkmo cabar !
aku pantang dicabar !
best !!

ntg mmuch to update ponn !!
:D

jalan2 !!

2009-09-13T11:39:00.003+08:00

nyy at vivo !!
caryk kasot peh rabakk ..
int he f21 peh website tules kat vivo and wisma .
so , me and sister and resha plan nk gy vivo .
sampai f21 peh tmpt at vivo , no kasot .
macam suar .
tgk uhr gamba nyy .

nyy at geylang ..
beli baju raya and all ...

so overall , jalan2 uhr smlm .
1 whole dayy ..
maybe , he made my day .
i dnt knw ..
FOR ME TO KNW , FOR ME FIND OUT ass !!

2009-09-12T02:12:00.002+08:00

aimtupai , i never intend to lie to you .
i just wanted you to knw how i feel .
its difficult for me to move on .
u claimed that u dnt knw that i really love you .
now , u knw .
now , u start to regret .
but its no use aimtupai .
its just too late .
i love u once .
but its before .
not now .
i regretted loving you .
i dnt knw , whyy are u still in my mind .
reading ur instant messages made me cry .
i really cried .
thx aimtupai , for the memories u given me .
i can still remember what had happen .
that was the time i fell for you .
maybe , in that point of time ,
u dnt need me . .
i need you . do u care ?
i dnt think so aimtupai .
i felt cheated .
u told me , u love me and u leave just like that .
i dnt think this is a game nor a joke .
people dnt knw what im feeling abt .
letting go of all this is , so diff for me .
i try oke aimtupai to get rid of u , out of my mind.

im sorry people , abt this post .
i gt ntg else to sayy .

dreams ...

2009-09-10T13:47:00.005+08:00

heyyhh ..

today , dada bangon kol 1 .30 ..
smlm dada cnnt sleep uhr .
excited sgt psl the metteup todayy .
(:
nanty dada amek gamba kayh ??
and2 , dada nk blg u pasal mimpi dada .
dada now is afraid of heights .
percayer tarq koranqq ?
dada smlm mimpi yg dada gy excursion ngn mataer dada.
abeyh , kiter kene gy panjat ny pole .
mataer dada , whom i dnt knw who , support dada .
cheer dada all the wayy .
dada kalau naek brave .
kalau turon , dada melalak .
i just dnt knw whyy eyh .
mcm , takot gylerh gitu .
funny part is when dada da smapi bawah ,
mataer dada keep saying the word wail wail ..
teros , alisha pijak kepala dada .
smpi skg dada tarq tau aper tu wail wail .

OneAndOriginal; DADA

syazzy the drummer !

dada and allam (laen unseen)

'nenek ' candid

COMPLETE group photo !

malam life !
mcm paham eyh aku ..
nary buker luar sama misah star , and two of her friends(sorry , luper namer !)
me and allam and syaz and fidahh ..
supposed to meet this imesh friend skali ; alal.
he dtg lambat ..,
buker w/o him uhr .
tgu peh tgu dier call , he never call .
till i text baru nk call .
he say he kat bugis . but otw to geylang .
then , terjumper reena and kawan2 ..
terjumper ida sekalyy .
had fun uhr just now .
me and misah and friends went seperate ways .
malas nk elaborate asal .
malas uhr nk story2 lagy ...,
goodnight kaypo readers !

ass who come and go !

2009-09-09T23:55:00.005+08:00

im greatful that i have endraa as a friend .
walaopon dada belom kenal dier betol ,
he promised me to be a friend who come and NEVER go .
endraa , kiter kawan baek kann ??
:]

FRIENDS !
YES i agree they come and go !
but please .
i despise that attitude .
GOD , am i not good enough for them ?
am i bad ?
am i not trustworthy ?
what is lacking in me that ,
friends i just knew , left just like that .
i cried yesterday .
thinking bout this friend of mine which i shud not mention the name .

now , you are giving reasons .
ass ! i wont believe u anymore .
i despise that fcuking attitude .
ntg can make me forgive you !
im dissapointed in you .,
hope u find someone better than me .
:(

_____ , i known u for 3 days ..
i thought u really want to be my friend ..
i called you that day .
we had fun talking .
i fell for u even i dnt knw you well .
u never call me the next dayy ..
i thought ure bz .
so , i dnt wanna disturb ..
u never called again ..
i hate youu !!
kau igt aku heran sgt ngn kau skg ?
smlm kau suroh call , and i never call ..
u called my home .
last part , pp8 kau low .
kau suroh kawan kau ckp ngn aku ,
yg pp8 kau low .
aku happy uhr sia ..
kau ckp aku tarq nk layan kau ?!
mmg !
im just irritated by you ass !
kau caryk aku biler kau mendarq ?!
kau igt aku mainan kau ?
boring caryk aku !
ader pmpn laen layan kau , kau campak aku one side .
BOY , plz eyh , aku bukan kau peh mainan .
i shud have not fall for u !

damnn guyy !!

2009-09-09T02:00:00.003+08:00

mcm anak sundal sia nyy jantann .
so what kalau kau saket pahbuto ?!
kau nk aku tolonq ?
jilat bopleyh anjing uhr sia !
aku mainan kau pah ?
aku give up eyh !
anak PENYAKET !!
people outside ,
kalau jantan ny add ,
takmo accept .
dier 24/7 saket siul ..
(:

going out this thursdayy ..
buker luar sama misah ..
haha .
u guys can imagine .
going out with ur ex 's ex ??
haha ..
i cant waitt !
one of my imesh friend nk tagg .
so , yeahh ..
alal ..
gnna have fun fun fun !!
:D

boredd !!

2009-09-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

heyyh ..

sumpahh aku mendarq arynyy ..
ntg to do ..
all i did today , was , sleep , eat .
haha .
mcm babi saq aqu ..
dnt even wish to be in whatt situation im in now ..
ohh pleeeaaasseee ..
im super boorredd eyhh ...

girl , i thought we were like bestf .
i thought i was the one to knw first .
i thought .
but it wass all a lie .
dear friend , now , i treat u like my other friend .
hope u understand .
(:

Boyy , we are drifting AGAIN .
i never expect this .
im letting u go for real now ..
its hard for me ..
but its over between us .
im sorry boyy .
guys are all the same to me .
layan when they are bored .
i wont vent my anger .
i just keep it to myself ..
stuff all in my heart .
till i find the right one
and tell him how much i really love him .

need u by my side SYAMIL .!

2009-09-04T11:00:00.000+08:00

heyyh ..

this post is especially for him !!
SYAMIL ! dearest EX ..
thinking of u ystd makes my head feels giddy ..
it hurts my head ..
shud i go back with you ? '
seriously , i just miss u alot , dearest EX .
can i be with you again ?
wuld you allow me to be ur partner again ?
i promise dear , i wuld never hurt u again ..
fcuk the past bie .
live up the future .
baby , call me more ..
cause , i miss ur voice alot !
SYAMIL , dearest ex !!
get bck to me soonn !
! need u now ..
NEVER DID I EXPECT , U TEXT IN THE MORNING !!
i was overjoyed !
baby, seriously , ILY lots !!
maybe its what u call FATE ..
(:
i really2 hope we can be TOGETHER , FOREVER !

I lie in bed awake at night
Replay what we used to be
I can't believe it's over now
I'd give anything to have you back
Just thinking of you makes my heart swell
I stare at you, my feelings so strong
I love everything you do
i totally miss you !

no tittle ..

2009-09-03T21:53:00.005+08:00

heyyh .

im just not myself lately ..
im super weak ..
at home , i keep breaking things .
i hate this .
whyy GOD ?
why am i so weak ..
it is like ,
i droped 2 glasses this week ?
mum and granny kept scolding me .
dropping stuffs .
why has all this happening to me ..
for now , i dnt need family .
i only need my friends .
FRIENDS knows what is going on with my life ..
thx kawan ..
i really depend on u guys than family .
(:

r/s sucks !!
korang jantan layan pompan , biler korang mendarq.
biler korang tarq , pmpn laen kau layan .
kau igt aku anjing kau peh?
kau igt aku mainan kau ?
ur sex toy ?
CB !
U HAVE LIFE .
SO DO WE , THE LADIES !
plz uhr .
i just dnt knw whether i shud surrender .
someone , teach me how to love ?

Jay Sean Ft Lil Wayne - Down

2009-09-02T01:26:00.006+08:00

DOWN

Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Down, down
Ooh (ohhh)

You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, I wanna see how you lose control,

So leave it behind 'cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I'll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,

So leave it behind 'cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,
(So why don't we run away)

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

(LiL Wayne)
Even if the sky is falling down like she 'posed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, 'cause to me she zero degrees,
She cold, overfreeze,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
Now can I be her soldier please,
I'm fighting for this girl,
On a battlefield of love,
Don't it look like baby cupid sendin arrows from above,
Don't you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
And honestly I'm down like the economy,
Yeahhhhhh

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down

thanks FEEQASTRO cause , u told me bout this song .
and guess what people ?! i feel in love with this song !
melekat dgn aku nyer ...
(:

i hate u !

2009-08-31T21:38:00.002+08:00

heyyh ...

seen MJ spirit ??
see this . super clear ..
have fun !!

baby , im giving up on it ..
i just hate u now ..
u dnt care abt me .
u text me when u are bored !
ass ! i shud never fall for u .
all the things u told me was a lie ..
u told me u love me .
i believed u .
i miss the late night calls .
i called u matrep , u calle dme minahrep .
once happen..,
this girl wants to patch up with one of ur brother ,
u're not happy and want to find her ?
and i told u not to ?
and u didn't ?
u rmbr ?
memories are kept .
shud i throw away all those memories ?
like .., shud i forget u ?
i dnt knw .
past few days , i cried all alone ..
thinking and waiting for ur calls ..
im cluess .
whyy is it always me to be hurt in love r's ??
WHYY ?! please someone ...

I SUCKS IN RELATIONSHIP !!
leave me alone guys .

2009-08-30T16:45:00.005+08:00

nmpk saper tu tarq ??
tu uhr syed azmir .
tgk nyy , boleyh buat aku cair dokk ..
haha ..
hamsem pulak tuu .
mcm ne-yo ..
haha .
mcm paham ..

er , woke up at 2pm just now .
slept at 5 pluss ..
haha ..
u knw i knw uhr eyhh ...
(:

just got home uhr ..
gy geylang jap ..
gy beli kueh and stuffs ..
fun !!

u text me .
but u didnt reply after that .
yes , i knw , ure having fun outside .
but , have time for me .
we are not couple yet .
but i wants u to do this and that .
yes , u can say , im too over reacting .
but baby , i dnt wanna lose u ..
its since we chatted , it feels diff .
i dnt knw how .
but , u are not giving what i want .
the hopes that i believe u can make it happen .
but , u seemed diff .
AimTupai, i love u .

falling again !

2009-08-30T02:52:00.004+08:00

heyyh ho the way we go !!
(nyy part dada mepekk . sumpah .)

anw , err . ntg much today ..
sister and brother went out except me .
mls uhr nk angkat kaki and berjalan .
(:
so , sit at home and rot !
haha ..
err , called tupai ..
gereq uhr dier .
fun to talk to eyh matrep ?

now , chatting with org biaser .
.AimTupai
.Ct
bbl mepek uhr kiterh ..
(:
at least ader fun eyhh ..

maybe im falling again .
i hope my feeling will stay .
i hope he will not play ard with this .
i really hope we culd be together ..
baby , please .
once u have me , treasure me .
trust me .
i will not betray u AimTupai .
i swear .

2009-08-28T01:20:00.000+08:00

heyyh ..,
today never do anithing .
just slackkiingg .
never fast ..
VALID REASONS horhh ..

wnt to but air .
minom , slack ngn ct .
never go guides ,
malas .

got home sleep till buka ..
then , now , online ..
tgu aku peh pantat online ..
haha ..
tgu peh tgu sia ..
tarq online .
tarq tau asal ngn dier .
tried chatting ngn yan pon mcm suar !!
buat bodo sua ..
nanty , confirm ckp sorrie nyerh ..

da uhr . nk tdi ny .
ngntoq qyler siul .
chow !

falling again !

2009-08-27T23:03:00.004+08:00

heyy !!

long time never update .
malas siul .
now , blogging for the two days .
wednesday and thurs .

wednesday .
went sch as usual. buttocks still pain ..
so , had permission to take lift .
err , never take often as i cant allow my frend to tag along .
then , in the afternoon ,
went buka puaser with kawans .
gerekk ..
ntg can describe the fun we had that day .
hope , the way we treat each other that day will stay ..,
i can just sense that our r/s is getting stronger friends .
haha ..
friends , kiter kekal kayh ?
nakmo break ..
(:

thursday:
sch , was fine .
after sch , went paya lebar with ..,
allam, ayaz , sitti , ikram , CT and me .
need to buys stuffs for teachers day .
(:
biught stuffs .
we walked seperate ways .
i dnt knw what happened .
then , jalan2 ..
after that , went mr bean , buy makan ..
pastu mkn uhr .
ape lagy ..?
saper heran siul .
i menses .
i gt reason ass !
haha .
nk check ?!
haha ..
(:

got hme ..
on lappy .
tdo japp .
and now ,
chatting with ,
tupai ..
gereq uhr dier .
(:
[D]ada[O]hh[D]ada syg AimTupai jugakk ..
kaybest!

gd nitee ..

funn !! // happy bdae andie !

2009-08-26T00:54:00.003+08:00

heyyh !!

fun and fun and fun and super fun !!
went geylang tady ..,
beli makan utk break fast .
byk bender kat saner ..
jumper byk org uhr sia !!
err , met apit , fazz , sheila , byk laqy uhr .
sumer tarq tau tegor .
dada pon buat bodo jek uhr .
tarq nk tego then , nvm .
lagypon crowded .
haha .
tady maser passby kedai dendeng ny ,
there is this pakcik or shud i call abg ckp ,

he : kak , nk beli dendeng ?
me : smile jekk .. while laughing .
he : lawa biler dier senyom .
me telling mum : ader dier panggel ida kakak ??
muker nmpk tuer ke ?
they laugh aje ..
busterd .

got home sleep !!
break fast with uncles .

happy bdae andie !!

sorry eyh andie gamba kechiq .
upload pakai photobucket .
tried to besarkan , but cannot .
may u live long kayh kawan!
(:

i miss YOU !

2009-08-24T23:39:00.001+08:00

i miss u so much ..
tried to accept the fact that you are not mine ..
trying to let go of all our sweet memories ..
im trying hard ..
but its like letting go of something which are meant to be kept .
u promise me stuffs .
promised to be together .
whyee zan ???
i shud not harp on this anymore .
let me fix things as it shud be .
leave me alone .
let me cry till im satisfied .
till ive got no more tears to shed .
just want u to know .
its just so difficult to lose u .
i need you hedzan .
i just love you ..

ntg great today .
did high jump .
OMG ! i jumped at the height of 1m !!
haha . baek uhr dada !
happy sia . im proud oke !
went home early ..
buttocks paiin !
went polyclinic .
appt made on 040909 ..
KK hosp .
haha .
friday oii ..
2.50 lagyk ..
(:

thats all uhr . ntg much to update .

2009-08-23T22:40:00.001+08:00

heyy !!
err ,
i gt ntg to write luhs .
bye !!

loving u is what i hate .

2009-08-23T03:43:00.000+08:00

heyy ..

now is 3.43 ..
im not sleeping .
im not tired ..
chatting all the way !!
thx ct for accompanying me .

i miss some one .
and i knw that someone is gnna read this post .

to that someone , :
i knw ure reading .
just wanna tell you ,
i miss u .
eventhough we chat just now ,
i just miss u .
i dnt knw why .
i knw ure att .
ntg we can do abt it .
baby , plz . dnt torture me by loving u when u belong to someone else .
u knew , i need u .
but i just cant bear ,seeing ur girl crying ..
baby , i think we shud end it here .
im a coward to say it to you on the fone.
thats why , i wrote it here .
thx for ur care and concern muhammad hedzan .
I REALLY LOVE U , !

thx people !!!

2009-08-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

heyyh ..

im blogging on sahur's time ..
i just cant sleep .
Once i wakes up ,
I cant get back to my la la land ..
Haha ..
Nvm ..

Yesterday during guides .
It was fine until the game time ..
I became the keeper .
I stood on a chair .
Few minutes standing there ,
My legs started to shiver ..
I just dnt knw why .
I sat doen on a bench ..
Cool myself ..
SARAH and RADEN came .
They were the first one to realise .
Then comes , SABRINA .
Then SITI ,
Then BESTIES ,
Then almost everyone come to see what on earth had happened to me ..
I cried .
I feel numb .
I cant feel anithing ..,
I scaared ..
But thanks to ms haryati ..
Everything went fine ..
Slowly ,
I can feel the pain .
Thank GOD .

After guides , went home ..
Again ..,
Thx to ,
ALLAM , IKRAM , SITTI , SHAFIDAH , HAZIQAH AND ELFA ..,
For sending me home ...
Thx alot guys ..
U are soo sweet ...
Really appreciate ur help ..
(:

mendarq uhr cheebye !!

2009-08-20T21:12:00.003+08:00

heyyh !!
err ,
u see ,
i blog early ..
i dn tknw , i will survive till night .
best .
haha ..
ntg great really happen ..
changed blogskin again ..,

err, after sch , slacked .
dada luper nk bawak hp qy sqola .
baleq sqola byq msq .
dary , sabby, zan, aiman, starhub and 2 unknown numbers .
tried to find out saper tu unknown numbers ,
satu kawan reena and laqy satu afiqq .
afiqq sesat maner tarrhh .
buat qawan jeq lahh .

now , chatting ngn CT and fileffi .
tawu asal ?
slalu kalao join conversation ,
dier left ..
ahah ..
funny uhr ..

mendarq uhr mendarq !!
someone ?!!! chat ngn aquw !
puhhleasee !!
need someone !!

random !!

2009-08-19T01:02:00.000+08:00

heyy peeople !!
sorry i never blog due to my laziness !!
im just soo tired to blog ..
recently , i have been sleeping early .
for eg just now . , slept at 7.45pm , woke up at 12.30 ..
i really dnt knw whats wrong with me ..

i smsed dearest ex using CT's fone .
thx CT for letting me use the fone ..
pretended to be someone else .
he said he was attatched to someonee.
wannting to knw who , i asked hym .
he said later hys girlfriend call us .
LAZY TO ELABORATE .
dearest ex ,
i cant believe u did this to me .
u always said that im not faithful .
contacting other guys .
BUT YOUU ???
i dnt knw whether i shud be angry or not .
i just love u so much that i cnt let u go .
friends said that , i did the right choice .
maybe i did ..
besties and friends are the only place i could complain to ..
they are my life .
w/o them , i cant live .
TRUE besties ? friends ?

after sch , webnt for gg heritage course ..
blah blah blah ..
went slack with syq's !!
ikram , allam , syaz , fid and haz ..
last 30 mins , CT came ..
fun and fun !

got home , sleep , wake up , blog ..
done for todayy !!

ooouuuttt !!

2009-08-18T00:05:00.003+08:00

supposedly buy nike slip on today after..
due to some reasons ,
tarq jady ..

outingg !!!
fun fun fun !!

dada sgl and available ?? amacam ??

2009-08-16T08:42:00.008+08:00

heyyhh..

150809:
people ,
im sgl again uhr sia ..
THERE IS NO MORE IDAH AND PUTRA SPONGEBOB !
things really sucks this days ..
mmany stupid stuffs has happened to me ..
just imagine , u had two new guy friends .. A and B
u say ure sgl , when u are att ..
when A ask for stead ,
u rejected ..
cause u just love ur guy ..
and now ,
ur guy leaves u ??
how u guys feel?
kau sanggop tglkan dorang pasal kau syg SGT jantan kau ??
now , putra tarq nk layan aku ..
i dnt knw whether putra really loves me ..
if u guys were in my shoe ,
u knw how it feels ..
it really sucks ..
only GOD , knows how it feels ..
the day before i met putra , ive prepared a letter for hym ..
the words will will never come out frm my mouth ..
NOT NOW .. LATER OR TOMORROW OR FOREVER ...!
Baby , eventhough , we broke up , i still love u ..
this song at my playlist is for u !

went out yesterday ..
ngn fam ..
fun ..
sad ..
i see couples hugging ..
i want it too ..
the feeling bugs me ..
seriously ..
(bought dorothy perkins sleeveless )

160809:
ntg much ..
family members all went out ..
except me ..
home alone again ..
haiya ..
webcam ngn fid and ct !!
they made my sadness go away .
u guys cheered me up .
thx BabyG !!

sorry kayyhh acit ??
tapy , kalau pikir balek , i purposely do that ..
sajer je ..
ntg to do lahh ..
so caryk pasal ..
tapy mmg betol ..
i stand up for mats and minahs ..
(:

chatting with this CHEEBYE asshole !!

130809//140809

2009-08-14T23:10:00.004+08:00

heyy ...
(:

im back ..
sorry for not updating for days .
(:
lazy uhr sia !!
uhrgg !!
im getting lazier , each day ..
even my teacher says so ..
i keep sleeping in class ..
(:
*peace*

130809 :

went expo with family ..
fun and fun ..
err , makan there ..
bought food at this kedai ..
there were four gentlemans selling food ..
they were asking me ,
man: dek2 , boleyh tanyerh cket ?
me : aperh dier ??
man: antare ny 1,2,3,4 , maner satu hamsem ..
me:(blushing) tarq tau eyhh ..
man: dek2 ,lagy satu qn blh ??
me : aper dierh ?
man : ader numberh ?
me : tarqderh ..
man: abeyh , yg kat leher tu ?
me : ny number my adeq .
haha ! funny lahh ..
malas nk elaborate ..

140809:

few days at night , ive been chatting ..
till morning uhr sia ...
ngn indra and ct and abop .
(:
err , gerek uhr dorang .
abop kene maenkann ..
sorry eyh MATREPS ..!

err , never call baby ..
i dnt knw whyy ..
i just miss hym alot uhr sia ..
seriously , we are supposed to meet tmrw ..
i dnt knw whether , we will meet or not ..
susah sia idop aku ..
luperkan jek pasal ny ..

now , im chatting with ct noraisah bte her daddy's name ..
haha ..
figure out urself !!
booh !!!
kieter mcm org gilerh..
i askk her this qn ..
which org laen tarqleyh tau ..
*u knw , i knw*
kayh2 ??!

da uhr .. thats all !!
(:

boredoom strikes !!

2009-08-10T23:35:00.006+08:00

heyy ... !
haha

today , dnt have sch !!
holidayy !!
satu hary jek .
puki eyhh ..

erm , did ntg today ..
slept at 4 ystd ..
woke up at 12 ..
tu pon kene pakse bangon ..

ahha ..
now , webcam ngn CT darling and indra ..
haha ..

lick uhr lick !!

thats all uhr ..
lazy to type ..
sleepy !!

u can love both , but choose only one

2009-08-09T20:16:00.005+08:00

heyyy ..

happy 43rd bdae SG !!
thx those who had made singapore a nation where
people can live together .
singapore is a multi-racial country .
to me , without SG , there are no us .
the new generations .
im proud to be one Singaporean ..
a multi racial country ..

We, the citizens of Singapore, pledge ourselves as one united people, regardless of race , language or religion, to build a democratic society based on justice and equality so as to achieve happiness , prosperity and progress for our nation.

today did ntg ..
slack at hme jek ..
mendarq eyh ?
binget sia ..
nenek tarq qasi out ..
babi uhr ..
da lah ..
kalau tarq idah da kuar ngn _____..
he asked me out ..
happy uhr sia ..
then2 , asked mummy .
dier ckp , tarqleyh pasal nenek saket .
told hym .. abeyh dier ckp nvm ...

fought with bby yesterday afternoon ..
he mcm sial .
perangai ..
nary , he never call .
tried calling at night , dier off fone !
sial !!
irritating sia .
but somehow , i miss u too .
eventhough how many times we fight ,
i still need u by my side .

talked to hedzan lagy smlm mlm ..
he really cheered me up .
aku ckp aku sgl .
haiyaa ..
he has been hinting me to be with hym .
but i buat bodo jek ..
he is my only laughing gas ..
superr !!

i miss friends ,
i dnt knw whyy ..
just missing them so much ..
like hell lah ..
haiyaa ..
):

fun and fun and fun and super fun !

2009-08-08T21:51:00.001+08:00

heyy ..
blogger mcm sial balek ..
haiyaa ..
susah lahh ..
igtkan nk update gamba ..

so , tady petang went out with sister .
but at first met baby !!
then , sister ajak gy penin .
then i ajak baby ..
baby tarq nk ..
aperlahh ..
i binget , i tumbok2 dier ..
org dlm train tgk2 kan ...
dier ok jek ..
maybe its not hard enough ..
aku ajak dieer ..,
aku pester non stop ..
dier ckp , dier penat .
lagypon , kol 6 pluss gitu , dier nk gy pancing ..
he promised to tag nextweekk ..
busterd sia .
kaw pentingkan ikan dary mataer sendiri !
cheebye !! knnb !!
fcuker !
arghh ! geram ..
i sent hym to city hall mrt ..
marah2 aku jugak , aku kiss dier before dier naek train ..
haiyaa ..
bie .. bie .. sorie kayh tady i tumbok u ..
aper2 pon , aku syg kau babi !
next week kau kene ikot ..
kalau tarq , laqy teroq qao kene ..
(:

home-town-pennin-bugis ..
bilerh ngh dudok kat bugis dpn topman ,
saw byk org !!
saw farid , fiee , bitch, nana , misah and ____(insertname) !!
aku rindu dier ..
when ____(insertname) saw me , he teros hug me !
haha .. sweet luhh kamu ..
dier ckp , aku sombong .
i never sms dier lagyk ..
he ngn this few matreps .
he oso da maju ..

and2 , pasal bitch tu , bilerh dier nmpk ,
she tgk semcm ..
like never see before gitu ..
slamat tady , dier ngn parents dier .
kalao tarq , aku da jalan .
haiyaa .. people ..

thats all for today kaypo readers ..
(:

heyy yoowww !!

2009-08-07T17:59:00.000+08:00

heyy ...
blog fcuker .!!
cheebye ..

today , went tamp ngn farah and aisyah ..
gereq uhr ..
kiterh tige jekk .
no one nk ikot .
puki ..
tapy kiterh sumer have fun ..
so much fun ..
farah and aisyah , takmo take it to heart what i said to u just now kayyh ??
haha ...
balek kol 4.00pm ..

now , ngntoqq !!
shyyttxx !!
nk tdo uhr ..
byee !!

im meeting baby tmrw !!!

happy , sleepy ..

2009-08-06T22:08:00.003+08:00

heyy readers !!

haha ..
nary kat skola ntg uhr ..
cumerh slack jekk ..
tdo maserh english and geog ..
ngntoq sia ..
(:
after sch , bought wanton noodle at ananas cafe .
sedap ..
then caryk baju ..
kat this fashion for faiqah darla ..
pastu , Home Sweet Home ..

reached home ..
makan lagy ..
ntg to do pe .. mkn jek lahh ...
then tdo jap ..
mcm baby siul aku ..
then , now blogging ..

tmrw balek sianq !!
national day pahh ..
(:
10.30 balek ..
and2 , me and farah plan nk kuar ..
but no one nk tag . farah nk gy tgk movie ..
nk tgk kat vivo abeyh farah tarq nk ..
aperlahh ..
abeyh , ajak haz and fidah tag ..
dorang ckp , economy skg downfall .
iits the same as their pockets .
no money sia ..
haha ..
kay2 , aku tau ny part aku mepeks !!

and2 , maybe saturday ny nk kuar jugakk !!
kuar ngn ina and redha ..
aku ajak putra kuar , abeyh dier tarq nk ..
biol uhr ..
aku nk erat kan silaturrahim antara family aku ngn dier ,
dier tarq nk ..
wierd uhr ny jantan ..
tapy , wierd2 pon , mataer aku jugakk kann ??
haha ..
aku pon wierd ..
harap2 dpt kuar and walk seperate ways kayyh ??
haha ..

now , tgu zan call .
tapy kalau dier tarq call pon tarqperh .
aku lately tdo sianq uhr .
i dnt knw whyy ...
ngntoq qylerh baby ..

baby called just now !!
happy sia ..
kau tau lah ,
mataer aku call twice a week .
pathetic sia .
tady , tarq sangak he calls ..
baby , i miss u fcuker !!

(:

2009-08-04T22:25:00.003+08:00

heyy ...

in sch , anak rahid suroh aku prank kawan dier ..
haha ..
kaygo uhr ..
till now , he dnt knw ..
busterd sia reena ..

and2 , few unknwn numbers been calling .. angkat one of this call . asking me saper nie .. i tell hym , u call me abeyh tanyerh nie saperhh .. bla bla bla .. now , me and hym kawan .. hys name is herdzan .. cool kan namer . one in a million lah katerkan .. but he is not matrep .. he says he is in the metal concepts .. aper2 lahh .. nanty , i will call hym !!

now , just doing some bloghopping ..
i know abt this blog long tyme ago ..
but , i think dier dah too far lahh ..
sampai nk post2 gamba and kutok2 nie sumerhh ..
mepek lahh ...
buto , skg , kau kn kutok minah and matreps ..
if ure not happy with them , keep comments to urself ..
kau sedar tarq kau tgh attracting attention ??
not enuf attention izzit ???
and2 , to the supporters ,
dlm dunia nie , sumerh org ader dier nyer kelemahan ..
sumer org pena buat salah ..
so what if ____ nyer pmpn pena maen ??
asal ?? jealous kau tarq dpt frm her ??
be matured uhr korangg .
all this is nott needed .
nk tagged nie sumerh kat ____ nyer blog ..
seriously , its her body ..
she can do whatever she wants ..
if dier pregnant pon ,
pakai duet kau nk abort/nk jage tu baby ?
tarq kann ??
asal nk sebok2 nie ??
read this on ______ blog ..
"fyi, ..... kening dier 100x nicer lagi minahreps tu. u prove nth arh dude." passserby said ..
eyh , siak uhr ..
aku respect minah reps kat luar tu ...
some of u guys are hotstuffs ..
i mean naturally hotstuffs .
not by attracting attention then jadyk hotstuffss ..
SO , ARSHANTI , MIND UR OWN BUSINESS UHR ...
takmo sebok2 ..

baby , i miss u soo much ..
eventhough i layan jantan laen ,
i will love u no matter what ..
no one can seperate us ..
only death can seperate us .
i hope we can last long .
and i hope , u really love me and
not pplaying ard with my feelings .
as u knw , i only love u ...
only u in my heart .
if i were to choose ,
family and u ..,
i rather choose u ..

mendarrq !!

2009-08-03T11:11:00.004+08:00

before idah post pape ,
idah nk wish nie org happy bdae !!

happy bdae kamuu !!
u're old now ..
aku maseyh muder uhr sia !!
haha
may u live long ..
and may ur wish come true !

hey ..

sorryy never blog yesterdayy ..
haha ..
penat uhr ..
tdo siangg !!!
haha ..

020809:
err , went org kahwen ..
effendy idris !!
u knw hym ??
ERLIN MONTEL perh mataer !!
went with fam and aunty uncle's ..
gereqs uhr .
aunty made jokes yg erlin da kuros .
abeyh effendy kawen ngn dier ..
haha ..

malam , dok umah ..
da sampai maserh , aku tdo ..
haha ..

FUN , TIRED , LOVE

2009-08-01T12:09:00.005+08:00

before idah post pape ,
idah nk wish nie org happy bdae !!

happy bdae kamuu !!
u're old now ..
haha
may u live long ..
and may ur wish come true !

heyyy ...

soryy uhr ..
tarq update smlm ..
penat uhr ..

(310709)
sch was fine ..
cumerh me and reena cabot last lesson ..
haha ..
kecohh ..
ystd afternoon , meet this guyy ..
he is ok lahh ..
tapie dier tarq hamsem ..
he is on crutches .
jatoh moto ...
aku peh tekejot .
tapy on that day . aku layankan dier jekk .
aku luperh nk amek gamba ..
nvm ..
but i had superh funn uhr kayyh .
dier mintarq aku stead smlm ..
aku ckp tarq tau ..
aku nk setia ngn putra .
one and only ..
while waiting for bus ystd ,
teros aku call putra .
dier blm sampai rumah ..
smsed putra this ...
" bie , once u reach hme ,
u call me ..
urgent !!"
haha ..
so , he sent me to mrt .
balek kol 7 ..
my parents tanyerh2 nie sumer
buat bodo jekk ..

(010809)
tady morninq putra called ..
baby : aper yg urgent u nk i call u nie ??
me : aku windu qao uhr ..
baby : tu jek kau nk ckp kat aku .??
me : yarh .. yelahh . aku tau qan aku saper kat qao skg . qao kan da de pmpn laen ..
maner igt aku lagy ..
baby : qao takmo mepek .
me : nanty call balek uhr . nk qy mandy ..
baby : patot uhr bau ..
teros , say bbye . then letarq tepon ..
tapie , smpai skg , aku blm mandi ..
siak eyh ??

just got hme ..
tgk firewrks ..
jumper reena ..
nk dok ngn dier jap , kakak tarq qasi .
pukimak peh sundal ..

gpt hme , called baby ..
he mcm malas nk layan me .
disappointed uhr .
hang up the fone ..
called him few hours later ..
told him i want breakup ..
i cried ..
i really meant what i say ..
for what aku stay ngn dier , kalau dier mcm malas nk layan aku ??
tell me uhr ..

baby , if u malas nk layan i , u ckp ..
if u're mendarq ngn ny relationship , ckp ..
no need me , to wait for u ..
i betol2 sygkan u .
but the effort u put in , is nt enuf .
if u want to continue our realationship , if ure not
commited enough , plz uhr u ..
let go of me ..
i cant bear this anymore .
i cant take with all this ..
what for im commited and ure not ??
why bie ??
whyy ??

dnt be one big fcuk ...

2009-07-30T00:00:00.001+08:00

heyy ..
today sch was okayhh ..
ntg much happened .

now , elfa and siti hasrifah gadoh .
biol uhr .
gado pasal stare2 ?
pukimakk !!
anak sundal haram ,! kau maner peh lawa sia org nk stare kat kau ..
plz uhr .
takmo mcm pukimak ..
kau nk sentoh dier ??
oh no no .!
nie pmpn namer SAIDAH BTE MOHD AZMAN , tarq akan kasyk kau sentoh elfa ..
kau nk sentoh dier jugak ??
LANGGA AKU DULU LAH SIAL ..!!
puki aku tarq qecot mcm kau eyh ..
no no ..
im way diff then u ..
serious uhr .
kau sentoh elfa , aku confirm return nyer .
jgn harap aku nk bagy kau mukerh lagy ..
mmg betol aku da buat deal yg aku tarq akan masok campo ..
cause perangai kau da wayy too much ..
and2 , elfa dier tarq stare kat kau ..
tarqmu perasan kayh sayang ..
because , kalau dorang stare kat kau ,
what they get darling ??
noteven a single cent lahh ..
grow up uhr siti ..
be matured ..
kau nk caryk pasal ngn bdk sec2 ..
bdk2 nie maseyh keciq lagy ..
maseyh yp ..
ape kau dpt gado ngn dorang ??
plz uhr ..
(:

boyy , u never treat me as before .
but , i love u .
should i keep u ?
should i tell u ??
new guy has came into my life .
im happy with him ..
u understand me .
so does he .
both of u guys are the wonderful people .
i dnt knw , how this break this up ..
but , since im the one who created the mess .
im the one who should clean it up ..

im really sorry ..

2009-07-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

heyy ..

IM SORRY NORSHAFIDAH BTE OSMAN ..
aku tarq nk benda nie sumerh jadyk mcm nie ..
plz .
if ure reading this , aku tarq akan buat lagy ..
and2 , aku tarq nk pasal nie duet and stuffs , benda
nie sumer , we are falling apart ..
aku baru bacer kau peh blog .
it says this ..
"I just want to remind anyone hu read my blog : you can lie to your friend abt watever bcoz u hv
your own reasons for doing so but pls dont ever let your friend find out.
Bcoz u causing your friend miserability.
But it doesnt really cause much impact to your friend bcoz they are not yur best friend.
Im glad to hv everyone as my friend.
Since the day my old friends broke my heart till i burst to tears,
i nvr ever treat anyone as my best friend. Im just waiting for my working life which is still far way to go.
Then i will find a real and truthful best friend. (:"
aku teros broke down to tears ..
u dnt take me as ur bestfriend lagykk ..
but , seriously ..
aku tar nk benda nie terjadykk ..
kiter da mcm adeq beradeq ..
we known each other lebeh dary 9 tahon ..
aku da anggap kau mcm kakak aku ..
someone yg i listen to ..
plz uhr fidah ,
im really2 sorry ..
eventhough aku tgh nanges skg ,
maybe its no use ..
aku kenal kau ..
what u say , what ur decision is ,
u will stick to it ..
and no one can change it ..
since kau nk regard aku sebagai kawan kau ajek ,
aku fine with it ..
but u should know that ,
aku sebagai kawan kau ,
im alwys here for u ..
aper2 kau nk , aku akan try my best to give it to u ..
to me , u are still the best friend i've ever had ..
and now , u're still my bestfriend no matter what ..
i regretted doing all this ..

chat2 .. /// baby i miss u ..

2009-07-29T01:35:00.004+08:00

heyy ...

im supposed to go to sleep ..
but i made myself awake juts for this blogg ..
i dnt want this blog to be dead ..

haha .. chatted with HYM just now ..
fun uhr dier .. haha ..
aku ketawe mcm org gilerh ..
he is looking down on bdk2 bwh blk ...
haha .. kan kene ngn idahh .
kene debate oitt .
. all i say in englishh ..
haha ..

baby , my love for u has fade away .. day by day . i think , u has ignored me more .. i wish we were like before .. why ?? why u do this to me .. i dnt knw whether i can take any longer ..

haha ..

2009-07-27T21:19:00.007+08:00

now onlining samerh nie org ..
cute uhr dier ..

baby gangstar says:

baby gangstar says:
cry ah cry
[D]ada[O]hh[D]ada ... says:
tears cnnt come down uhr
mcm maner eyh ??
baby gangstar says:
no more water ehk ??
haha
[D]ada[O]hh[D]ada ... says:
yeahh
no more
baby gangstar says:
alala
i donate nk ??
[D]ada[O]hh[D]ada ... says:
tarqperh
kat umah i byk
thanks eyh
baby gangstar says:
uma u nye tk bersih
i nye agos tau
free plak tu
[D]ada[O]hh[D]ada ... says:
camne u tau rumah i tarq berseh niee ??
step pena dtg jekk
baby gangstar says:
i mean yr water
[D]ada[O]hh[D]ada ... says:
mcm maner u tau ??
pena check eyhh ??
baby gangstar says:
i kn org PUB ...
tats whye i tawu
[D]ada[O]hh[D]ada ... says:
serious uhr ??
baby gangstar says:
ah la cei
[D]ada[O]hh[D]ada ... says:
ohh ..
ok ..
tarqperh
umah kawan i kat atas
nantie i gy umah dier kayyh ??
baby gangstar says:
tklei jgk
[D]ada[O]hh[D]ada ... says:
asal ??
baby gangstar says:
sume area pat sane tk 100% clean
[D]ada[O]hh[D]ada ... says:
urs 100% clean uhr ??
baby gangstar says:
ah2 i nye clean
[D]ada[O]hh[D]ada ... says:
jgn mcm paham eyhh ..
baby gangstar says:
tk caye tanye mr muscle
[D]ada[O]hh[D]ada ... says:
mr muscle eyh ??
camne nk call dier uhr ??
baby gangstar says:
nk kene request ah u ....
[D]ada[O]hh[D]ada ... says:
mcm maner ??
baby gangstar says:
u p website die ah
[D]ada[O]hh[D]ada ... says:
website dier aper ??
baby gangstar says:
www.ineedcleanwater.com
[D]ada[O]hh[D]ada ... says:
haha
buat klaka ??
tu website u uhr ..
baby gangstar says:
tol
u try ah
nk bedek uatpe
[D]ada[O]hh[D]ada ... says:
tarqperh lah eyh ..
baby gangstar says:
tkpe ??
[D]ada[O]hh[D]ada ... says:
yeahh
baby gangstar says:
aiyo !!
dirty tau
[D]ada[O]hh[D]ada ... says:
tarq perh
singapore nie byk toilet
kedai pon byk
boleyh beli air
baby gangstar says:
tkkn nk harap kn public toilet kn
beli air ??
[D]ada[O]hh[D]ada ... says:
kedai ader
baby gangstar says:
kn waste duit
[D]ada[O]hh[D]ada ... says:
tarqperhlahh
duet i ..
bkn duet u ..
baby gangstar says:
i advise jeq

org kahwennn !! fun !!

2009-07-26T22:54:00.002+08:00

heyy ...,
blogger buat pasal lagykk ..
haiya ..

today , im sick ..
my body is weak lately ..
different kind of diseseas/sickness is happening to me ..
it sucks .
yesterday night was misery for me .
i cnt sleep well .

just now afternoon went org kahwen ..
haha ..
i spot this cute guy frm far ..
he is super cute uhr kayyh ?
ngn angkong dier kat badan .
~~fuhhhh~~ hot uhr sia ..
he saw me kept looking at him .
i senyom2 lahh .
aper nk buatkan ..
dier pon senyom balek ..
then , sister was asking whyy i look at him like that ..
ahaha .. sister jealous ..
*blueks*
went home after makan .

sampai umah , makan obaat teros tdo !!
haha .
ngntoq oitt .
teros , badan raser sejok ..
i started crying .
my head really hurts .
u guys dnt knw how i feel .
ure not in my shoe .
aku tady raser mcm nk mampos jek .
plz God .. do cure my disease .
now , my telinger bengkak .
my aunt say penyaket "betok" ..
cause , my cheek bengkak..
penyaket aper pon aku tarq tau .
then she say , put this thing called nila ..
old times , nila was used for whitening of clothes .
i dnt find any link ..
using nila and my ear ..
nvm lahh ..
asalkan baek sudahh (:

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2009-07-25T18:59:00.002+08:00

heyy ..

blogger sucks again ..
shitzz !!
suker haty blogger lahh .
narie idah blog siang pasal idah takot mlm nie idah tarqleyh online ..
haha ..

just passsed by this tagged .
dier nyer pm tules ,
"_____________ is 18!! legal!! can i have ur ic? sure, no problem, im legal! ahha.! "
haha ..
lamabat uhr ..
aku da dpt ic .. when im only 15 ..
kau 18 baru dpt ..
=D
peace ..
korang tarq cayer aku da dpt ic ??
see this pic !

kaybest !!

erm , thats all for today ..
i tink so ..
bbye !!

baby ,
u called finally ..
u said u just got home .
i didn't ask alot .
cause , im quite frustrated with u ..
im happy that u still remember me ..
but nt so happyy as before ..
the way u treat me nowdays really sucks !
i dnt knw .
whyy syg ?! i really dnt knw buot ur feeling towards me nowdays ..

happy bday .. //miss ..

2009-07-24T20:23:00.004+08:00

before idah post pape ,
idah nk wish nie dua org happy bdae !!

happy bdae kamuu !!
u're old now ..
haha
may u both live long ..
and may ur wish come true !

so ,
tadie petang idah webcam sama ct !!
haha ..
funny lah dier ..
=D

haha .. kay2 ..

malas nk blog lagyk uhr ..
thats all for today's post i guess ..

baby , u never call me one whole day ..
i just miss u soo much .
i really need u by my side .
our realtionship is getting weaker .
not stronger as used to like past times .
why bie ?
i need a reasonable answer .
i miss u like babi !!

pain ..// missing himm ...

2009-07-23T20:31:00.002+08:00

heyyy ...

blogger buat pasal lagykk ..
haha ..
mcm siul uhr.

aniwae , today nt schooling ...
buttocks pain ..
seriously , its fcuking pain sia .
susah nk jalan .
early in the morning went polyclinic with mummy ..
haha ..
thanks sebab sanggop teman idah qy , eventhough u are tired ..
doctor said , high possibilty , i have bone fracture ..
but need to go Changi General Hospital for further xray ..
just to make sure ..
but i malas nk qy ..
so , see first lahh . kalau maken terok then i go ..

in the afternoon , talked to syamil ..
haha ..
biul uhr kau !!
haha .. had fun talking to hym ..
recalling back those moments ..
the sad and the happy ones ..
but after all , i wish u all the best kay boyy ..
idah sentiase igt dan tarq akan pena luperh kat kau syamil ..
friends are meant to be forever ..

baby ,
i knw ur pp8 is low ..
i knw u are in camp ..
i knw u are busy with NS stuffs .
but can't u just to make an effort to call me using ur friends fone ??
if i can try .., why can't u ??
is it because i miss u ..
and u dnt miss me ??
i want u to feel the same ..
pasal i tarq nk betepok sebelah tangan ..
hope we get to meet this saturday ..
spent the quality time ..
really .. im hoping ..
love u swine ...

super duper fun !!

2009-07-21T21:38:00.004+08:00

heyy ..

sorie for not updatiing for days ..
haha ...
its all due to my lazyness ..

190709:
my sis buat bdae pit ..
gereq oitt .. maen basikal whole dayy ..
bontot saket ..
balek ngn fydah , fyzah , allam , ikram and boi ard 11 pm ..
kiter da mcm org gilerh ..
haha ..

180709:
had sch ...
as per normal ..
had to meet ms chin after sch ..
abeyh , tgu perh tgu ..
caryk perh caryk ..
tarq jumper .
mcm sial uhr .. at last balekk ..
haha ..

210709:
erm , never go school ..
my buttock pain sia ..
cannot wake up this morning ..
nenek aku ckp , aku jalan mcm org pregnant .. siul jeq ..
then ard 3pm , went SP flyers ..
mendarq uhr ..
but the view there was fun ..

baby will call me not so often ..
he said he wanted to save ..
suke ati kau uhr swine .
asalkan kau bahagie kayy ??

all bout idah's life ..

heyhey

Im sorryy .

Hawt, hawt , hawt guyy akuu !

New friends ku sayanqq !

:D

Home :)

i wish i could turn back time

I miss you !!

Im worried .

New Guy ? New Life ?

It cuts my heart even deeper

I miss you !

Drifting apart ?

Falcro again ??

Moving on

I miss you !

Pigg !

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I thought

Happy Bdae To Me !!

WORK WORK WORK !!!

I Dnt Knw Whye.

Live Like There Is No Tmrw(:

One Word Thats Free Us Of all The Pain in Life.L-O-V-E

Attention Seeker !!

Arseholeee

bengkel pendidikan kreatif

Gila !!!!

LostInTheIslandOfLove

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(: youu !!

KAWANN !!!!!!

friendss ..

what am i going to do now ??

H _ _ _ _

funn !!

grandlink !

whye ??

funn !!

love lost.

will be gone for a while.

somehow , i hate you .

raya raya raya !

anak sundal shud not be entertained !

FUN , TIRED , LOVE

panas panas panas !

fun fun fun !!

raye raye !!

Selamat Hary Raye

(:

....

jalan2 !!

dreams ...

ass who come and go !

damnn guyy !!

boredd !!

need u by my side SYAMIL .!

no tittle ..

Jay Sean Ft Lil Wayne - Down

i hate u !

falling again !

falling again !

funn !! // happy bdae andie !

i miss YOU !

loving u is what i hate .

thx people !!!

mendarq uhr cheebye !!

random !!

ooouuuttt !!

dada sgl and available ?? amacam ??

130809//140809

boredoom strikes !!

u can love both , but choose only one

fun and fun and fun and super fun !

heyy yoowww !!

happy , sleepy ..

(:

mendarrq !!

FUN , TIRED , LOVE

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